بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful

Hey guys, happy Tuesday Morning. Alhamdulillah, 2 days left till we reach the end of 2020. How was your new year resolution so far? Did you carry it forward hence the Covid-19 situation now or you just make a new one? For me, I need to move on. Okay for my 2020 resolutions, I have achieved 5 out of 11 dreams, hehe. its okay kan. better than nothing right? And Alhamdulillah praised to Allah, I conceived my third baby and will due on the 7th July 2021. I don't know, all these are gifts from Allah and I terima with an open heart. Actually having a new baby haven't crossed my mind and it was like the last thing that i have ever imagined. But nevertheless, if it was meant to be, it was meant to be. I have achieved quite a lot in 2020.

1. becoming frontliner and was very proud of it

2. i brought my kids staycation at Estadia Hotel

3. Managed to settle my debts 

4. becoming close to my family, ayah and ibu and my in laws.

that's all I ever dreamed of and Alhamdulillah my doa dah termakbul Allah.

By 2021, I want to achieve

1. RM10,000 monthly income for Aydn Naufi Enterprise.

2. I wanna get a new car.

3. Holiday to Langkawi/ Penang/ Cameron Highlands/ Genting Highlands

4. A stable preloved business (Ohdearayden)

okay, only 4 targets but a big step and I hope that I can make a change to my small family. and I could welcome the new baby with happiness and joy in this world. 

Doakan I tau, and in sha Allah I will try my best to serve family, friends and those surrounding me, Amin.

Till Next time,

x

AmrhAbdlh

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful

Finally discovering myself again after almost 1 and half year missing. OMG how I miss writing and let it all out without being judges. I was in a path where I need to choose which is the best for me without me tiring myself. I felt what I planned those past years semuanya masih relevant to me and that what I want to be. But Im not consistent enough to make it thru. Cuba kau bayangkan if those past 2 years aku buat je apa aku plan nak buat, tak ke sekarang aku dalam keadaan yang stabil and establish? tapi takpelah, Allah has planned better plans and future for me and my family, so Insha Allah I trust with the process. Husnudzon and may Allah ease very step of the way.

2020 was a roller coaster ride for all of us. We went thru lotsa scary moments and the whole world was scared and frightened by this pandemic Covid-19. Just when early 2020 I realised that my big boy, Naufal, eventually went to kindagarten, he only spend 3 months schooling and the rest just staying at home. This Covid-19 makes the world pause for a moment, and let us realizing what mistakes we have made and kept us grounded and be close to the Almighty. Covid teaches us to be close to our family hence the lockdown we are going thru. Then by March 2020 I and the other colleagues need to work at a Quarantine center till raya. OMG the feeling was devastating, nervous but blessed at the same time. It was like once in a lifetime feeling that we go thru. working our ass of starting at 5am and go back at 8pm everyday without fail. But thru the busyness and chaos, we managed to keep our ukhwah strong among us to keep striving and going thru the process of a new norma.

In October 2020 too, I managed to conceive and having a baby. At first I was shooooocked and cant decide what to feel. Super confused and my morning sickness were damn crazy. Crazy enough that I really cant handle everything and felt it was a mistake getting pregnant with the 3rd child. Oh my, the Covid-19 baby, the quarantine baby. even after all the hectic we are going thru this year, I managed to make 1 baby, hahahaha. 

Okay enough rambling, will continue again in the next post! Nak share about my 2021 plans and targets and what have I achieved in 2020 so far.

Till next time,
x

AmrhAbdlh