The survival week, mode on!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 
In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful

Last week was nothing more than what I could say is, survival mode! We struggled a bit, praying for Allah’s miracle to give us customers and pay on time in order to survive. We literally have nothing left. Our savings are all used up, and we save up as much as we can. 

My cooking gas has finished thus the only solution is cooking in the rice pot. My god, it was such a learning experience for me but i cooked quite a lot of menu using just 1 pot! But it take patience I must say. So i cooked macaroni soup which the kids love, mac n cheese (my fav!) stir fried veggies, egg soup with carrots and potatoes, sambal sardin and also sambal fishcake. Not bad kan? We planned to go to Mcd on the weekends but it was not going as per planned since we had only a few Ringgits in our hands. But i brought the kids to RM2 shop where they buy toys and sweets. Later in the evening, we played badminton till 2 hours plus. And the saddest thing is I bruised my eye. Oh my, wrong timinglah. Next week I need to go to my brother’s wedding and on next Monday is our Final SA League. Quite packed tho thats why we are saving as much as we can so we have some money for next week’s agenda. 

Then on Sunday it was malas day. Very very very lazy day. I woke up at 6, performing my Subuh prayers then doing the house chores. Then I slept in the afternoon and we didnt exercise that day. My body felt so lemah that I baring je the whole day. And I slept early too around 9pm. I ate a lot and I baked pineapple upside down cake. The kids love it soooo much. Sunday was not productive for me. And I also didnt perform my other 4 prayers as well. 

Sob, so pls pls pls, I pray to Allah and I do hope I’ll be istiqomah for the coming days, and that Allah grant me rezeki banyak sikit for this week as Ill be going to Perak this Friday. Doa yang baik-baik aja, thanks!

1 thing that I learned for the past week is, 

1) to always berdoa dan bertawakal kepada Allah. I mean Allah tu taklah sekejam mana where He will not answer your prayers. Dia tau you are in a financial problem and He granted you customers and from them you get to earn some money to survive.

2) Allah Maha Pengasih and Maha Penyayang. truly dengan kasih sayang Allah and His compassionate yang makes you go strong to deal with your daily lives even though that week was a hassle for you.

3) lastly is bersangka baik kepada Allah. Allah gave us trial everything for a reason. He knows we can deal with it sebab tu dia bagi. saja nak uji kami hambanya sebab Dia sayang kami.

Till next time,

x

AmrhAbdlh