بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful
Alhamdulillah, its my birthday today. Ive turned 28 years
old. And was blessed with 2 handsome
sons and 1 great caring super husband. My life couldn't be even better to
where i stand now. I missed my family, this feeling inside me is indescribable maybe because i live far from my ibu and and umi. And on this day also, i was
abandoned by my own birth mom. I haven't even met or seen her for 28 years. And i
didn't even know her nor my birth dad. Come to always think about it, i will be
sad and frustrated. But seeing it on the good side, i have 1 set of born parents
(whom i don't know), 1 set of my parents now, and 1 set of my ayah and ibu tiri
(cause both my parents now have their ex spouse for their first marriage). And my
grandparents whom i dearly loved and treated me as their ‘own’ child. Its okay,
for 28 years I've been accepting the fact that I'm okay with myself. That im fine, and Alhamdulillah i don't
have any child out of wedlock and my sons have their own father in their life.
Im thankful to Allah for giving me this life and opportunity
to make things right. Giving me a job, a house to live in and a car to move. I thank
Allah for giving me the best of health to serve Him and to be the best for my
family. I thank Allah for everything, every little moments that He gave me
experienced. I'm truly blessed and honored.
But if there's any wishes that He could grant,
i wish for the
relationship with my ibu gets closer like it used to be, i wished that my Ayah
could accept me and family with open heart, i wished my MIL to be in best of
health, i wish that my husband could chase his dream and making it a reality
and i wished that I'm debt free. I wished too that my kids become your best servants and I wished that my dreams having a bakery achieved.
Amin. And for those who ever read my dua, I hope you could dua kan for me ya.
okay, that's it for today's blog. nothing interesting but it's near to my heart. Till next time,
x
AmrhAbdlh
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